Many people have probably noticed (if they followed me on social media), that I’m no longer there. I haven’t posted any memes, liked anyone’s posts, or commented anything. My social media accounts are invisible. I’m just completely wiped off the face of the internet. Why? Well, a few weeks ago, I decided I’d had enough of social media, as well as the news. It stressed me out way too much, to the point my anxiety was unbearable. 

This past week, I’ve been hard at work preparing to go to Utah, and getting some medical stuff done before I go...

Note: I’m still not back to the point I can really write. I’m feeling better than I have in a long time, but I’m still not totally out of the fog yet. I tried to add stuff to the memoir and came up with nothing. So, I guess I’ll just keep writing less-than-my-best blogs until I’m back to where I was before college happened. They seem to dislodge the writer’s block more and more each time I write them. 

Note: I’m continuing to write blogs to hopefully get me back to writing for the memoir. Everyday, I feel a little more like myself and get a little closer to writing for the memoir. Maybe my writing hasn’t sucked even though I haven’t felt like myself in months, and still feel like I’m still in a fog. But, I’m my worst critic and probably always will be. In other words, I should probably keep my negative opinions about my writing to myself and let y’all be the judges here. 

Note: I’m finally feeling more like my old self again. This means that I’m getting back into art, which has always been a hobby of mine. Since my state has essentially been put on lockdown due to the coronavirus, and I don’t expect the problem to diminish in three weeks, I might be stuck at home with my growing collection of colored pencils and sketchbooks for awhile. I’m happy with that, to be honest. Also, I’m still going outside. I’m just avoiding crowded parks and stores. Thankfully, I have a set of wheels to get me around to places far away from civilization, and enough people to contact who will give me their best secret fishing spots to try out as people in Denver and Breckenridge continue to unreasonably panic about the virus.