He sits in a sheltered alcove
surrounded by rock behind and
rock to the left and right
taking in the sun and quiet
a break from the stress of competition
for attention, for food, for the future
Young he seems, though of good size
he might compete, perhaps he will
but he is young, not yet of stout psychology
or raging hormones demanding release
perhaps overwhelmed by the magnitude
and consequence of it all
He knows the process, if not the costs
perhaps he just needs to process
to decide his chances and play the game
that others expect of him, fitting in
rather than striking his own path
perhaps he will chose not to compete,
this year...
Perhaps he just needs to consider
calculate the odds, defer desires
for a more likely chance in the future
Or maybe, he just wants a quiet
retreat to gather his resources
before joining the trials
