My birthday has arrived, again

Often ignored and barely acknowledged

Not really a different day

I don’t feel my age, anyway

I have not shared the date

Or wishes for gifts

I don’t really need them

When I can afford it, I buy it

Company would be nice

But I have that without

the special occasion drawing

friends and family together

Still, I suppose I should

Celebrate in some way

Perhaps a small gift to myself

for surviving one more year

But what should it be?

A new car – not needed

A novel – I have 50 to be read

A fancy meal – I can make that

So, how to indulge

celebrating quietly

no fuss, no muss

just a little thing for me

I wandered the shelves

And asked the clerks

But could I justify it?

I can afford it

Its just a small indulgence

It will be fun shared with friends

An indulgence reminding me

It is OK to celebrate at least in small ways