day bright, no clouds
yet I am anxious.
silly it seems on such
a glorious day
but I can’t escape the feelings
decision made and paid for
procedure routine, common even
I know it in my mind
but in my soul, I question
will I truly regain vision
or stay in the blur of the
world I see now?
reason says yes,
people I meet say yes
hope says yes
and still I am not sure
doubt and nerves persist
I cannot escape, but
perhaps I can control
or minimize when I sleep.
prayers help, I am sure,
but the answers seem delayed
still I will trust and resist the anxiety